Monday, June 10, 2013

Friends...don't misunderstand me!

I love to treat my friends the best. Cause I know, as a human, I need someone that known as "friends". I just know the meaning of true friends from someone which are my best friends. I just know the real meaning of friendship. But how can I explain the real meaning of friendship if I don't feel it and don't let myself to feel it. Right???

There is one Japanese movie that I really love. That movie from the anime movie actually which the tittle is "NANA". I really love this movie maybe because of that movie tell me about friendship. And it's true that sometimes, no matter how much we love "someone", our friends is the one who will be there if we feel sad and down. But when our friends is not there, of course we still have ALLAH. But in this entry, I would like to focus on the value of friendship that I ever felt. I love you friends, thank you so much for such a precious memories.

I'm the type of silent person, therefore it is not easy for me to get a lot of friends in a short time. Only people that really patient with my silent become my friends. It is not because I purposely doing that, but I really that type of person which is I'm very silent when I don't really know people especially the one that I just know. It takes time, really takes time, sometimes about 6 months for me to feel not awkward with the new people. Hahahahaaa..anyway, sorry for my broken English, I'm still learning. Oh My English!

I have some friends that really makes me feel like "whooaaaa" and make me think like "is this type of friendship still exist???" and the truth is, it's really exist and it happened to me.'s really happened to me. Just that, makes me feel like, I'm really worth to them. I just thankful to Allah for give me that kind of friends. Alhamdulillah.

Sunday, June 2, 2013

D'Ra Fusion - Cute Handmade in Da House!

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Thursday, April 25, 2013

I am who I am

Assalamualaikum...I know, it is not easy to success in this world and need a lot of effort to success. But what to do. I do my internship but people expect me to be a talkative person. I try my best to talk with them. But from my point of view it is useless to talk about something that don't really have a good information. I don't know, it just that I don't have a passion to talk something that I don't know how to response and how to react back. So, I become clueless and just quiet. Is it wrong? Tell me if it is. I'm sorry, really didn't mean it. But when it comes to something that I think there is a valuable information and I know about it, automatically I will show my passion without knowing. It just happened naturally. No need to force. So, I don't need to fake it. And of course I don't want to be fake. That's me. That's the way I am. 

One more that I think it is very important is, when I will be asked by someone to do a certain work, I'll make sure that work can be done as soon as possible. Is it wrong to be like that? Give me time to comfortable with all of you. I need time and I need a lot of time to know people. Because the very first meet, I will observe that person first and when I already know about her/him, only that I will try to understand them and after that, I will become who I am that you never expect me to be. Just, please be patient. You will never regret to wait for it. Because I'm a very loyal friends when I become your friends.

I just want you to know, this is the way I am. I'm this kind of person.

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

How committed you with your work?

Assalamualaikum...hey everybody! Do you know how committed you with your work? Especially people who work under organization which the work that you will do will benefits your organization not benefits you. The organization will only pay you salary, allowances or bonuses. Besides that, maybe they will rewards you or give a recognition to you if you performed well or if you committed with your work and organization. Only that, it will benefits you.

Therefore, when there is monetary incentives and non-monetary incentives, it will motivate you more to be more committed with your work. In other words, you will be more committed in your job because of your own benefits. Therefore, can you imagine, when there is no monetary incentives or non-monetary incentives? Based on my own experience as a internship student in "_________", at first it really motivate me to work because of the company has a big name in my country, so I really don't mind to do my internship there even without allowances. But now, without motivation from that organisation itself, plus we need to used our own money to go for event and working on Saturday and Sunday, I started to realize that there is no benefits for me besides experience in that company. Even so, it start to demotivate me to work.

Furthermore, in my opinion, it is important for organization to make sure their employees have their own benefits if the organization want to increase their own productivity of the company. Or maybe the organization can give some motivation to their employees to work as a volunteer which they work without any benefits. Hahahaaaaa...whatever =_="

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Somebody that I used to know, hahaaa~

Assalamualaikum...sometimes people will love someone more than their life until they think that they only have him or her but the real thing is they still have their own family and friends. Listen, you are not alone and you have many other people around you. Especially, the One who create you, Allah s.w.t. 

There is one type of people that really hard to fall in love but once they love someone, they will love them more than anything even their own family. That's too bad sometimes because when you love too much, care too much, jealous too much, you will be hurt so much. Feel like you're dying. 

It will become much more hurt when people that you love ignore you, when you begging him, he shout and angry at you. And you started to feel like stupid but you still begging him. Yeah! we stupid if we do that. Why we love people too much more than Allah? that's why, you give your love to the wrong place. People that can't appreciate your love and your sacrifice, your hard work to please them. They don't see you. When you feel like you're dying, they live their life like nothing happened. It is not their fault, but our fault because we love them too much.

If that happened to you, you need to realize that, this world is beautiful and a lot of thing we can do to make us happy. Oh my, I think this is quite "jiwang" or too sentimental, hahaaaa. But I know, in reality, all of this happened. This is also what happened to me in a long time ago which at the end, I end up with fall in love with Allah s.w.t., His prophet s.a.w. and Islam, and I'm able to forget him and feel like I don't want to see or meet people that make me hurt so much because all the memories will come in a flashback. It is not because I hate them but, I can't stand to see the people that used to hurt me badly. I'm just a human. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Love is Pure with Allah's bless.


"Tenderness will never killed by violence FOREVER!" (hahaaa..using google translate). Hopefully the meaning of that statement can be understand by all of you. This is Islamic drama that I get from AlHijrah television. I know, this drama also not really perfect in term of Islam but still, we as a human, still make a mistake, we are not perfect. When I watch this drama, it's really make me remember something that ever happened in my life. And from my point of view, this drama is really nice. Heeheee.

Some of episode or part in this drama make me remember to someone that seem like "Amir Mukhlis" in this drama and I'm as "Wardah", hahaaaa. But that's the reality that ever happened in our life actually with or without we knowing. The feeling that come together, not the action. Huhuuu.

This is the part from the drama that really make me remember to someone (N.N). People that used to be my saver when I really don't have courage to live in this world any more, when I feel like I want to died. He ask me, and give the answer. All the answer relate to my creator, Allah. I believe, Allah send him (N.N) and all my "sahabat" after that to help me and to encourage me to live.

All Muslim and all girls and guys out there. No matter what, first, you need to give your love to the Only Allah and His prophet, Muhammad (peace be upon him). Only that can give you strength to live your life. If you want to keep calm, keep on reading love letter from Allah (Al-Quran). Trust me, try it, understand it and you will feel really calm, seem like Allah really close to you, more closer than you own heart.

P/S : To N**a***n N**iu****, you seem like my brother who give me a lot of advice that makes me more closer to Allah and I'm sorry for everything. Only Allah knows the reason. Thanks for everything. Alhamdulillah.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

I have a Dream~

Assalamualaikum..I have a dream. From child until now, I realize that my dream is to be a successful businesswoman. I want to have my own business but at the same time I want to go to Japan, Korea or UK. I want to go to Japan because of their culture, success story and their manner. I want to go to Korea because the same reasons I want to go to Japan. Before this, if I'm not mistaken, Malaysia is more developed than Korea but now, Korea are more developed than Malaysia. So I want to learn something from them.

Next, the place that I really dream to go to further my study is United Kingdom. I just want to learn many things there. Majority people around me that are success in their life as student or working people, have studied in UK. So I want to be like them. I really want to transform myself to a better person. And I want to feel the environment there just like my lecturer ever told me about their student culture that are really different with the university in Malaysia. So I want to experience that feeling.

Besides that, I want to make my parents proud of me. As a Muslim, my life in this world only for Allah and Allah want me to be a good daughter, good people, good Muslim. Only when you know Islam, you will know how beautiful Islam is. So, I want to find myself that really reflect the real Muslim. I want to follow the sunnah of Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) which I want be a successful businesswoman just like him. Even in business, Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) really honest in each transaction and never lie about the product. 

Honestly, I want to be rich, not because I want to be popular or what. I want to help people with my money. I want to be a good Muslim that can contribute and help Islam in the future. Just that. Only for Allah and Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him). I proud to be Muslim and I love Islam. May Allah help me to be a low profile businesswoman. In shaa Allah, aamiiinnn.

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Maulidur Rasul

24th January 2013, 12 Rabi'ul Awal 1434h. Subhanallah, this day is our prophet Muhammad s.a.w. day, Maulidur Rasul. As we know, the story about Rasulullah s.a.w. who really love and cares about his ummat. I just want to share my feeling about our prophet. This is my true feeling, I just don't know, but this is what happened to me.

I know, not all people really understand or feel the same. Or maybe only me really have a very soft heart because easy to love people. But, just hearing and after reading about Rasulullah s.a.w.'s story (sirah), I fall in love with him. Really really love him. He has a very beautiful manner until it is too hard to describe. I really miss "zaman Nabi" and sometimes I try to imagine how beautiful it is if Rasulullah s.a.w. here with us at this "time". Ya Allah, I miss Rasulullah s.a.w.

Do you know the feeling about Sakaratul Maut? It has been describes in many way (Hadith & Al-Quran) in order for us to imagine how hurt sakaratul maut is? Even Rasulullah s.a.w. also feel "sakarat" before "wafat". But because of his love to his ummat, he keeps on saying "ummati....ummati...ummati" before he wafat because he really cares about us. I used to read from other articles which according to that articles, it says that, even we combines all the love and cares of ummat of Muhammad s.a.w., we still can't compete with our Prophet s.a.w. loves to us. 

Subhanallah....ya Allah, I know, actually there are many people love Rasulullah s.a.w. more than me. Sometimes, I don't know, why, even by hearing his name, I will feel sad and my tears will automatically fall. Seem like I really know him, and really miss him so much. I'm crying without knowing or understand what actually I feel. But what I know is, it is really come from my heart, seem like I really close with Rasulullah s.a.w. Alhamdulillah ya Allah for all this ni'mat. This feeling is your "Rahmat" for me. Alhamdulillah....Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah....~ Allahu Akhbar! Allahumma solli 'ala saidina Muhammad.

Thursday, January 24, 2013

"She" and how to manage anger!

Assalamualaikum everybody! yeah! hahaaa.. today I just want to share with you something that I learn from someone. For me, person like her is very rare to find. I don't know, that's only from my experience. Different people, of course have a different view, right? This person really close with her family, always make people around her laugh and smile even if she get hurt a lot.

For me, only people who have a strong heart can do that, but of course not me! huhuuu..I'm not that strong. But this person very rare for me, hahaaa..don't know from where she come from. hahaaa (of course from Allah, through her parents -_-") Ok! just straight to the point. Errr.. I'm not sure whether it is OK to share this. But the moral of the story is there and I hope she don't mind.

She love to help people until sometimes I get annoyed because I don't like to see other people take her for granted. That's normal for me to feel like that right? because she's my best friend what! huhuuu~ whatever, hahaaa..but, I really learn a lot of thing from her. She is very patient with people around her except me, hahaaa, pity me -_-", hahaaa..just kidding! peace yo!

Cara Mengatasi Sifat Panas Baran

One thing that I really can't forget, the way she manage her anger. You know how she manage it? It's OK to cry for me but she really awesome because she manage it by making people around her laugh. Wow! for me that's just really extraordinary. Nice one! I think I should practice it, hahaa. There is one word from me to describes her which is "she's COOL", seriously if you know her well. Sory babe, I just assume like I know you well but of course your parents and family knows you well and of course Allah know you more than anyone else even ourself.

I don't want to give too much compliment about her. It's not good actually but I just wanna take it as a positive thing to learn. As we know, in the Hadith said, "if we get angry when we stand up, sit down, when we sit down we still get angry, lay down, but if still didn't calm down, go take a "wudhu'" or take a bath." Besides that, there also other Hadith said that, "when we get angry, just keep silence". When we follow what our Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. said, that much more better because the word come from Allah, our Creator who knows us well. 

Based on the Hadith :

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: “Apabila salah seorang di antara kamu marah, dan ketika itu ia dalam kedudukan berdiri, maka hendaklah ia duduk. Kerana hal itu akan menghilangkan marahnya. Dan kalau tidak, maka hendaklah ia berbaring.” (Riwayat Muslim)
Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: “Marah itu datangnya daripada syaitan, dan syaitan itu diciptakan daripada api, sedangkan api itu hanya dipadamkan dengan air. Oleh itu apabila salah seorang di antara kamu marah, maka hendaklah ia berwuduk” (Hadis Riwayat Abi Daud) .

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

TOMEI : The Case Study !

Yesterday my final exam paper againnnnn... The best things is, I don't remember anything in the book and the very BEST things, all the question that I already remember the answer never come out. Hahahaaaa..STRESS! I took 1/2 hour to finished the 1st question which is the Question 1 of the case study. How about another Q2, Q3, Q4 and Part B another 3 question and I only have another 2 1/2 hour???? 


the case study need a lot of time to think! This is really a nightmare. All the answer in that answer sheet, I just answer based on my knowledge, not in the book, not relate with what I already read, not at all ! Ughhh! I don't know how about to reach my target. This semester I have my own target, I want to get Dean List, but the 1st & 2nd paper show a bad news for me. =[ Ya all depends on You~ 

DOA & TAWAKAL is all I need now and this is the last effort I need to do.

Haaa...! why the title is TOMEI? Do you know TOMEI? the gold company group. Ugh! That the case study. All about their company and I need to pretend like I'm the manager of the company. Ohhhh..I don't mind if it become true, it's OK for me to stress in order to make a decision for that company. But the reality is NOT! hhuuuaaarrgggghhhhh...! 

OK....! I think that's enough to stress out myself. I still have another 3 paper! I need to focus on that. And the next paper is Public Finance. Hopefully this paper is not a nightmare for me. Aamiiinn ya Rabb!!!

Sunday, January 6, 2013

How to success : My point of view!

Sometimes we can see and differentiate between people who has a potential to be success and people less potential to success. Yes! only by looking at the behaviour and by using our observation we can differentiate this two types of people.

I love to observe people around me, how their behaviour, how they think, the way they work, they way they talk and communicate with other people and I will analyse it and compare it. And at the end, I will take all the good things about them to practice in my own life.

Sometimes, we already try our best to be the best! we work too much to achieve our target but still the result a bit disappointed, and we fell very envy with person who have a good result. Yeah! just same like me, try to success but still not achieve my target like others.

From this, I started to realize that there's something wrong with me. Maybe the way I work, I think or maybe my attitude itself. So, from my point of view, I think we should follow the success person. Yeah I know that each people have their own ways to study for example. The easiest ways to get an A's in our exam is we follow the student that always get A.

We have our own way to study, but we need to ask people that have a good result to be followed, only that we can improve ourself. So, what I'm doing is, I start to read the student that always get A's behaviour, the way they ask lecturer, the way they talk and do a presentation, the way they study, and the way they communicate and explain to me when I don't understand. I learn from them little by little because not all things that they have, I able to follow, so I just follow the things that I can.

First : Learn from people that one step ahead from us then try to achieve the same result like them by following them.

Second : Aim for the person that two step ahead from us and same like before, try to achieve the same result like them. And follow for the next next target which at the end we will become much more better.

Third : Identify your own bad behaviour that restrict you to success. For example, our thinking, or maybe because we are too lazy, or too negative thinking and maybe we restrict our mind to think more especially something that do not relate with our life. If we don't want to change ourself, don't dream to see different result in the future, the BETTER ONE. 

In conclusion, hahaaaa.. this is only from my point of view and this is the way I try to improve myself. I don't look down on other people even the person below me. NEVER! I always accept people's opinion and try to think more about their opinion, and modified them if needed. I learn from people below and above me. I try to only see positive things about other and learn that positive behaviour. Inshaa Allah, you will be better than before. FIGHTING!!! ^_^

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Final Exam Fever!

Today is the first day of my final exam paper. Guess what? today is the worst day compared to the other exam paper that I ever sit. The paper should be done within 3 hours but I don't know how I can think that there is another 1 hour. The conclusion is, hahahaaaa... silly me! didn't settle 3 question that the total marks about 19 marks. =(

So, moral of the story, don't be too confident about the time that we have. Maybe we think we still have time but not! As what happened to me just now. Same goes to our life, don't delay the good things and don't ever think we still have many time to live in this world. WE NEVER KNOW when our time to go to meet Allah (our God), so just PREPARED for that time to come. 

But for my cases, we still have time to make "doa" to Allah and tawakal, the result can be change if Allah will, but when the time at the "mahsyar", we have no chance to reverse back all the sins that we already make and it is too late to ask for forgiveness from Allah. Because Allah already give us a lot of time. All of this is a lesson for me in Dunya & Akhirat. Thank you Allah for the lesson, Alhamdulillah! =) 

Keep moving forward!!! stay foolish so that you will always learn! ^_^