Tuesday, December 27, 2011

"Never Have I Ever"

Not a long ago, I had everything a girl could wish for : amazing friends, an adorable boyfriend, a loving family. But none of them know that I'm gone---that I'm dead---and that my long-lost twins sister, Emma, has taken my place to solve my murder.
But the deeper she digs, the more suspects she uncovers. It turns out my friends and I played a lot of games---games that ruined people's lives. Anyone could want revenge. . .anyone could want me---and now Emma---dead. 


This is a very first time that I really attracted to an English novel. I'm not really interested in Malay novel especially the love story novel. For me, that kind of novel will not bring me to the challenging world that can give me an impact. But I know and I understand that each of person have their own interest and this novel which were written by Sara Shepard really make me feel that it is a must to own this novel as one of my collection. 

At first when I'm reading the synopsis, automatically I feel that this novel will give me an impact and I can be the real me. Why? why must this novel? Yes....because from the early age of me, which is about 12 years old, I really love comics and detective anime. And when it comes to murder cases, I feel like I'm the detective that will solve the cases. Therefore, this novel really suits me well!!!! I can't wait to enjoy the journey of this novel!!!


and at the same time improve our English language:p

   I want to find     Sara Shepard's novel again which the title are "The Lying Game" and "Two Truth and a Lie".I hope                both of this novel will also bring me to the adventure journey when I'm read it.

Monday, December 5, 2011

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahhi wabarakatuh~

Assalamualaikum.. it have been a long time that I don't write anything here at my blog..oh Allah!a lot of things to do until I don't have time to write something here...It's OK for me if there is no people read what I have wrote, but it's really make me happy if I can write something that I can share not many but a little story that can help us to find the true way, the right way in order to face our next life...hereafter.Let's us "muhasabah" ourself first, same goes with me. Astagfirullah~

Heee..nothing to do with that anime, just want to show how busy I am starting the first day I registered my BBA (Hons) Business Economics until now. Yesss...a lot of things to do...I'm really worried that my goals and all my reason to be busy is not because of Allah. Therefore, I really want to find the real reason why lately, I'm really busy and is it really bring me more close to Allah or not. This is the time for me to "muhasabah" more deeper about my own self and feeling.

Truth to be told, the feeling that I have now and at the moment when I study at KPTM Bangi is really different. It feels like one of the "light" is gone, not sure where the "light" have gone, and I'm still in the search of it. Yeah, sometimes that "light" came back to me, but just for a moment..I don't know why...it's really hurts me....because that "light" is the reason why I'm really calm when I was studying at KPTM, Bangi. And the "light" are my "sahabiah" and my "murabbiah" at KPTM,Bangi that always remember me to Allah when I looking at them,ya Allah my true love (oh Allah, I don't think I deserve to said that~=[ ). It's really different here, the calmness that I feel here is not the same with when I'm at KPTM, Bangi. Oh Allah!

But still yesss..I'm still happy here, with my new friends..^_^ because majority of my friends here will make friend with all type of person, that's really make me respect them and I'm feel very thankful to Allah because I believe there is "hikmah" why I'm here as the Business Economics' student. I really love economics, and now I want to think, how this economics can help me to contribute to "Muslim society" in Muslim world. I really want to see Malaysia to be one of the best Islam country that have the very good economy in the world with the uses of Islamic method. Oh Allah! all of this will only happened with the permission of You...help me to realize it with the help of You ya Allah, amin ya Rabb.