Heee..nothing to do with that anime, just want to show how busy I am starting the first day I registered my BBA (Hons) Business Economics until now. Yesss...a lot of things to do...I'm really worried that my goals and all my reason to be busy is not because of Allah. Therefore, I really want to find the real reason why lately, I'm really busy and is it really bring me more close to Allah or not. This is the time for me to "muhasabah" more deeper about my own self and feeling.
Truth to be told, the feeling that I have now and at the moment when I study at KPTM Bangi is really different. It feels like one of the "light" is gone, not sure where the "light" have gone, and I'm still in the search of it. Yeah, sometimes that "light" came back to me, but just for a moment..I don't know why...it's really hurts me....because that "light" is the reason why I'm really calm when I was studying at KPTM, Bangi. And the "light" are my "sahabiah" and my "murabbiah" at KPTM,Bangi that always remember me to Allah when I looking at them,ya Allah my true love (oh Allah, I don't think I deserve to said that~=[ ). It's really different here, the calmness that I feel here is not the same with when I'm at KPTM, Bangi. Oh Allah!
But still yesss..I'm still happy here, with my new friends..^_^ because majority of my friends here will make friend with all type of person, that's really make me respect them and I'm feel very thankful to Allah because I believe there is "hikmah" why I'm here as the Business Economics' student. I really love economics, and now I want to think, how this economics can help me to contribute to "Muslim society" in Muslim world. I really want to see Malaysia to be one of the best Islam country that have the very good economy in the world with the uses of Islamic method. Oh Allah! all of this will only happened with the permission of You...help me to realize it with the help of You ya Allah, amin ya Rabb.
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